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2004-02-09T17:45:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOG.

pleaseeee re-link me. dun come here anymore.
thanks. loveyalaods. =)

2004-02-09T00:04:00.000+08:00

i noe i'm slow but... mannnnnnnn. the last samurai rawksss. it's the awesomemest show to watch. i crieed soo much mans. like my mummy beat me liddat. ahahhahas. but it's really really touching. all the honour and bravery is soo clear u dun wanna not cry. damnnn nice. and the jap actors are kindaa charming. =) i shall write out the meaning of the chi words on nathan's sword another day.

hmmmm. let's seee. sat i went fer flag day. omg. abt like 20 skls/grps were there to do flag day too mans. it kinda sucked waiting fer the donation bag. spent the whole time at novena mrt saying
"good morning. wld u like to make a donation to......." and fake-smiling. damnn tiring sia. stupid pe on fri made me even worse. urgh. cld haf died. then had some qm thingy to do ltr so we went mos to do. germaine and i were damnnn tiredd mans. i almost fell asleeep. germaine had severe headache after tt. haihh.

after tt went town. supposed to watch stuckonyou but haihhh. nvm. went out with my sister the wholleee day then. watched last samurai 5.15 show. yea. imagine wat time we finished. hahahas. after the movie, went to find dionne(che's fren) then che treated us to spaggeddies. she just got her pay larhs. then we talkedddd until near 10. left there and then we took cab back. wo. it feeeels damnnn good to go out on a sat man. no piano. *wooohooo*

church today. =) then we had jr cath meeting and stufff. so sweeeet. they celebrated 4 of our bdays with a cake. wasnt expecting tt. then bla bla then cath then bla bla. hahahahas. day end. some guy in my grp takes 198 home too. =\

got phy test tmr and i'm still online. gawd it's late alr but heck. i din even study mans. someone kill me. i so suck and m sooo lazy. brrrrrrrr. pissin myself off.

2004-02-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

i'm bloggin everday mans. =x kinda badddd cos i'm supposed to be devoting my time to studying. shiat my stupid lazy character. bleahhhhs. i failed amath btws. not surprised. 11/25. i noe i suck. cant be helped. nv liked calculation stuff. today was pretty ok. supposed to haf mass comm meeting. ha. guess wat. nobody turned up except the 3-2 peeps and me. totally screwed up man. wat type of i-c am i sia. =( damnn sad. all of the bluff my feelings then nv go see prefect board. i ask whether they were coming all nod their heads. urghhh. haihhh. speechless larh.

attention to all ex ijtp pri girls. do pray fer auntie bertha and if can get ur class to send her a card. when ms teo tld us wat happened to auntie bertha today i almost cried man. damnnnn sad lorh. poor thing. dun understand how can she still be so happy. really wonder. she's sucha a wonderful lady... always helping us with our uniforms when they're wet.. in her small room under the pri skl staircase. =( wanted to go to church to pray fer her budden it was pouring when i was on my way home. screw the weather. haihhh. kinda sad fer her.

sometimes when it comes to the nite i feel so lowwwww. yea everything just flashes in my head and i wonder whie some ppl cant be like some other ppl. ok. lame. ppl cant be like other ppl. haihhh. urgh. nvm.

2004-02-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

jean: hahahas. jc is junior cath my dear aunt. it's a church grp. =)

joyous joyous joyous. supposed to haf phy lit and chi tests tmr. fer some reason, phy test was postponed to monday and lit to nxt thurs. omg. cant express my joy man. elated maybe. *winks* damnnn happy. so it's just chinese tmr. kinda scared cos i havent really prepared. =x hahahas.

i went fer piano today. kinda fun. had practice by myself fer 1 hr on the grandpiano. awesomest man. =) i will get one one day. kinda screwed up piano as usual. got my g6 cert today. hahahas. sense of achievement ehs. *wink wink* i always screw piano but yea... i must pass g7 this yr. by hook or by crook. must work harder. someone please inspire me. pleaseeeee.

went to church after piano. was freak nia. stupid 96 was superrrrr shit crowded mans. i almost cudnt get off the bus. luckily the driver waited fer me man if not i no need go church liaos. decided to attend evening mass. yea and i intend to continue doing tt. i'm even considering going on tues wed and thurs. not sure. see whether my time permits me to or not. i think daddy was quite shocked to hear i wanted to go evening mass. ok. issit that shocking? hahahhas. yea then i reached there early so i sat down to pray. i talked to god like abt everrrryyything and yea. feels kinda great. =) i sld seriously be contented with my life and stop comparing myself to ppl better than me. it makes me feel so small. bleahhh. nah i luv myself. i will not allow myself to feel tt way. *uh huh*

i'm gonna brainstorm fer a new name. i hate this blog add. sucks. =x i noe i keep changing. ahhahas. whooops.

thank you fer inspiring me to be closer to god. =)

2004-02-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

i kinda suck big time man. there's so many shithead cas tmr and i'm here slacking and looking at blogs. this is crap. well. kinda changed my temp. temp only tho. trying to bribe boon to make one fer me. ohhh luv tt darrrrrrlin boon. *ka puui* got teased in class by ms teo today cos of boon. my reputation=tarnised. haihh. ahhahas. nvm happy-go-lucky. =) yeaa. i'd lurrrve skl so much more if we din have tests. urghhh. there's like 6 of them this week. wat kinda crap is tt man. so screwed. so stressed.

ohhh. yea got quite load to say abt the archbishop dinner. =) ok. sorrraye to all the ppl standing arnd me hu heard me sing. i'm sorraye if i burst ur eardrums with my absolutely horrid singing. ahhahas. whoooops. the dinner was quiteee ok larhs. we had sharks fin how neat. i din pay fer the dinner somemore. ohwells i sang fer his grace wat. =p hahahas. kinda fun. keith and jo were mad i tell u. m a d is the word. goodness. darrrrlin amelia shou le wei qu. sorrrry girl. hahahas. yea. overall we sang kinda well and the guys were singing superrrr loudly. all their low voices overpowered ours. ahahhas. ben joined us occassionally. he said he felt too old at the other table. stupid ass. he's sooo ego man. like worse than me. haahhahas. whooops. we had the yu sang thingy too. eeks. dun really like tt but yea. each table was also given a bottle of wine. *grins* ahhahas. the wine was quite bad tho... nicholas, jarrod and ben noticed it. ok. pro wine drinkers. i realllllllllllyyyyy enjoyed myself despite some malu-ation but yea. =)

2004-01-29T17:23:00.000+08:00

okies. i'm here kinda slacking and there amath ca tmr. great huh. =x ahahhaas. whooops. btws... thanks to everyone fer the bday wishes and presents. =) luvya d a r r s *

woah man. i think taking double math is really stressful sia. so tough! *screammmss* can die man. but i still think tt amath is easier than emath. emath really too tough fer my teeny brain. damnn. i luv physics more than chem. phy is kinda interesting, surprisingly, compared to chemistry. chem is damnn cheem man. cant take it. all the bonding bla bla bla. can die sia. i dun even noe how to draw the stupid structure or count or ion. urgh. bleahhhh. lit is kinda nice relatively funny while geog is ok. yea. =)

ohhh. the class comm has expectations fer us. =x i think i'm nt going to meet their expectations man. wat 100% pass fer phy thingy. omg. are u kidding me. and wat 70% pass fer amath or smth. dunnoe wat larhs. alot alot. got wat distinction ones oso. like hello *waves* it's the teeny-brained priscilla here noe. goodness gracious. if i dun meet the expectations how arhs? i wun get kicked out of class rite? ahhahas. mannn. mebbe i'll be fined class fund. hahahahahas. how so very lame. damn. just remembered i havent started selling my marathon card. better start soon man if nt i'm gonna be so dead so soon. i dun really haf much else to say so i'll just end it here.

2004-01-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodness. i'm finalllllyyy online. i havent been online fer abt 2 weeks odd alr. feels like a month alr man. =x hahhaas. happyyy chinesee new yrrr!!!

seriously, din really miss much of the internet. been too busy doing work tt i dun even haf free time fer myself not to mention internet. math really sucks big time man. i got 1/14 fer my emath quiz. how bad is tt. =x whoops. hahahas. everyday we get piled with double math homewk/assignments. there's no day where we dun get math homewk at all. crap huh. urghhh. but i think emath sucks more than amath. hahahas. there's amath ca nxt week alr and i havent studied nor haf i done my homewk. chi new yr's been tooo busy tt i din do my homewk. okies other than now cos i'm slacking. hahahas. =) received quite ok sum this yr. i think it's more than last yr but yea dun really care much. i think i'm going on a big shopping spree. *wheeee* hahahas.

hahahas. i'm leaving fer my grandaunt's hse soon. adios. =)

2004-01-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

yayyyy!

jocelyn's coming back today not sure whether she has landed or not but yea. =) yayyyy! get to see the real jocelyn instead of the webcam one. hahahas. =) cant wait. we're going out together. oooohlalas.

today got alot of homewk but i'm like so dead i dun feel like doing. din bring home chi zuo ye. cant do chi copying sentences thingy cos i cant find my sheng ying wen cai . amath go to skl then do and then emath n ss pass up on fri. bleahhh. i lurveee skl but seriously dislike homewk. how so very lame.

my hse is still is a disastrous state. anybody willing to take me in? haihhh. *sobs* we're going the flooring tmr. that's the worse of all. every shit freak thing has to be moved. like wtf. i hate doing the shifting shit thing man. suckkkkkks. urgh. oh btws... my rm's 2 colours. damnn nice. 3 walls are velvet dream while 1 is misty. ooooh. man i cant wait to see the painted rm with the new flooring. =) the outcome is so exciting but the process really sucks like crap. haaihhhhhhhh.

2004-01-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

ok. stupid blogger's down so decided to come update here first. i noe i havent been here fer like goodness-how-long. hahahas. =)

there's only one word to describe the yodogawa tech high skl band performance at nus. awesome!!! =) yea it was fantastic man. the best i've been so far and the hip-est. hahahas. i love the blackout part. its was so damnnn coool. i'm hoping and wishing tt our concert will be that nice too. *dreammmsss*

my aust cuz flew off ytd. yerrrrps. nth new so yea. gt nth much so say other than my cuz is so superrrr fashionable. gawwwd. wish i studied in australia too. the dyed hair the clothes fashion. goodness. why is singapore like that man. =x

shall talk abt skl. skl kinda rawks. =) wonder if i'm the only one who thinks this way. i'm sooo glad i'm finally back in a clsrm studying. slacking 2+mths of my life away kinda really sucks alot. i'm sitting nxt to boon in class so class's kinda "fun". yerrrps. my cls aint tt bad either and i think i've got nice teachers. *er hem* not entirely but yea nice ones. =) as fer other lessons in other classes i'm stuck with nicole. =) hehe. chi and lit and mebbe geog. how neat. lurrrrveee skl now. it's the beginning and it's so exciting. i hope it continues like tt despite the busy schedules in the ltr part. ooohlalas.

oh yea. remembered wat i wanted to add. today the band played the majulah singapura and the skl song. omg. i thought it was disastrous. i doubt any girl realised but yea we almost broke down in the majulah. but of course, band will never fail so yea we rocked on and played it ok-ly, or so i thought. but according to mr chan and mr sim, we played quite well. what a compliment. it felt kinda good playing fer the skl. really. honour pride whatever else. =)

join the band!!!!

2003-12-30T01:11:00.000+08:00

heyyyas. dun think i'm gonna update anytime soon really cos the plastic sheet's gonna go over the com to spare it the thick layer of dust frm drilling. yerrrrps.

saw my australian cuz ytd again. yerrrps. i'm thinking lena reallly has gotten that accent cum slang. sara u better dun get it or i'll smack ur ass. yerrrps. yea. aunty molly was in her i-dun-keep-comments-to-myself mood as usual. hahahas. commenting on my sista, bro and i. she does tt everytime she sees us. ok. whateverrrr. her daughter and son's purrrrfeeeccttt. ok but dis tym wasnt so bad. dunnoe whether she meant any other meaning but she said i changed alot. like huh? she said she cudnt recognise me. yea rite. i still wear specs my hair is still tied. as usual she tld me to stand straight. sick of tt line. bleahhh. supposed to stand straight fer 3 months and i'll get a hp. deal frm my mum. how lame. hahahas. yea enuff of tt. the wedding ended at arnd 11 but daddy and mummy were vip ppl so we stayed till 12+. *yawns* yerrps. damnn late lorh.

this morning woke up so darn early thanks to mummy. complaining as usual. then went to skl fer band stuff. yerrrps. then after tt when town hanged out with ching shayna feline nicole melissa. went shopping. hahahs. bot a black tee again. hahahas. nopes i'm nt sick of black. =P yea then bla bla bla met my sista and bro and then went marche to eat and then went holland dr to eat again. had dinner with god-family. alex is damnnn funny. too bad we only see him once a yr. lamer. adeline and her bf's got the couple look. how nice. =) now my sista's clubbing and my bro mugging at benny's hse. haihh.

we were the reason
that he gave his life
we were the reason
that he suffered and died
to a world that was lost
he gave all he could give
to show us
the reason to live

2003-12-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

hha. seriously, i had the worst xmas in my 14yrs of life. i spent this xmas working frm 10-10 shifting and throwing furniture. yerrrps. sucked like crap but yea. got over it. renovation started liaos and it's madness. hse's in a superrrr crap condition. even the fridge and the washing machine moved to my rm. how neat huh. now we eat sleep and change in the same rm. my dad and mum moved to my rm too. how nice. and i'll hafta bathe freezing cold water fer the nxt whole month. yea. i'm gonna be strong by the time my hse is done. hahahas.

boxing day was kinda ok too i guess. went tile-shopping and went to look fer toilet stuffs. yerrrps. then my sis went fer bbq my bro went to his godma's place. my mum and i went to the salon and i managed to persuade my mum to gimme hair treatment. how neat. =)

today was goooood. had to attend a wedding in a christian church in the afternoon. my cuz's wedding. my goodness. lena is like... wo. so different! haihh. she's got a slang now and her hair's like totally dyed. *envious* how i wish singapore skls were like tt. damnnn. wanna migrate to australia too. then again, it's becoming a singapore city. ahahhas. lucky girl.

after the lunch reception and tea ceremony, we came home and changed and then went fer quick shopping at city hall. yerrrps. bro bought his shirt and then mummy drove us to sp. on the way there we got macs takeaway for fast eating. yerrrps. reached there and the jr cath ppl were waiting fer me. awwww. thanks peeeps! =) then we went in together. my sista almost hadta sit nxt to darren but paul decided to be nice and swopped it. hahahas. aly ariel amelia stephi they all were sitting across the aisle. yerrrps. the usherers sat the row infrnt of me. ahhahas. seriously, they look better with black shirts and tie. hahahas. i found the play relatively ok lorh. the dancing parts were great and some songs were ok. but my bro and sis tot the performance wasnt tt great. yea. i'm fine with it. then mummy came to pick us up. yerrrps. day end.

tmr's gonna be yet another tiring day. church early in the morning then we're going to shop fer the wedding dinner clothes. then after tt come home bathe watever then go fer the wedding liaos. haihhh.

2003-12-24T15:49:00.000+08:00

yayyyy. merrryyy xmas (eve)!!!! to everyone.

wells... christmas eve. i'm not really feeling any of the joyous-y or jolly atmosphere. hahahas. that's cos my house's in a big big big mess and i havent really received any presents other than frm friends. yerrrps. err.. jocelyn, nicole, weixin, jessie, mush and sara. i think i'm receiving others on the first day of skl. ahahhas. neva mind.. there are 12 days of christmas. =)

okies. i'm thinking abt my hse after the renovation. *grins* we're changing the flooring.. (like finally after 19 yrs). it's no more the ugly tiles. hahahas. it's laminated flooring like woody woody. yayy. the dining table is just a clear piece of glass. damnnn nice. and the chair's black with silver stripes. oooohlalas. we're getting a black sofa i think and my sista n i are most prob getting the daybed. yerrrps. daybed. yipeeee!! my dad likes the day bed larh. =x ahahhas. and my sista wants to paint the rm purple and cream. hmm. whateverrr. *rolls eyes* whie cant it be black and grey or orange or smth else. bleahh purple. okies. shall not bore u to death.

last piece of news. i realllyyyy wanted the grandpiano. i went piano-shopping with my piano tr or monday. we saw 3 pianos and 1 was not on display so yea cancel that. u-1, u-5 and the grandpiano. omg. i tried the grandpiano and it sounded so so so so so so goood. too bad it's like way above my mummy's budget according to her. and it's more than the renovation so yea i better stick to u-5. it's the 2nd best to the grandpiano so i shld stop complaining. i'll learn to love it. =)

omg. one more one more. we finallyyyy got the canon ixus 400! =) wo. wat a jolly xmas. *smileeesss*

2003-12-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

emili: i really really really never receive any testimonial frm u!!!

yayyyy! i got my cap. i got my cap. my sista got it fer me. it's soooo nice. wore it out like 2 days in a row. =) i think ppl tot i was crooked when i went out on monday with boon. i was wearing a large shirt and shorts and sport shoes and a cap. wow. hahahas. even boon cudnt recognise me. -_-" how lame. yerrrps. then boon was wearing skirt. piangs. emphasise on me summor. dammit. hahahahas. yea but dun really care wat ppl say anyways. *smiles*

i bought a lot of ppl's xmas pressies. yerrrps. on monday itself i spent like 100+ bucks at flash and splash. kill me. bleahhhh. i'm the brokest kid ever now. then there's friday when i went out with my sis. i spent soo much too. darn. haihhh. i got just 80 bucks frm my dad fer christmas. not telling anybody wat i'm getting. when i've gotten it then i'll say. ahahhaas. *winks* quite excited abt it. too bad i can only buy it when skl reopens cos i've been kinda banned frm going out by my mummy. *sobs* yerrrps. xmas eve is just tmr and xmas is just 2 days ltr. cant wait to go fer mass and all tt. =) *smillllleeeesss*

was supposed to go to skl this morning fer sec 1 orientation. but dammit. cudnt find my prefex skirt. got a hell-outta scolding frm my marmi. dang. she refused to let me sleep when i decided to gif up finding fer my skirt. she said wat i was supposed to get up so she din lemme go back to sleep and wanted me to pack my stuff. i was sooo pissed. i din even wanna listen. i just shunned her and tried to get back to sleep.

ok. yea. got some bad news. i dun think i'm staying in temp hse anymore so yerrrps. i'm gonna breathe all the renovation dust fer a whole month. *suffocates* bleahhh. anybody has an extra hse that is willing to lend to me? hahahhas. kiddding. hahahahas. my mum wanted me to stay at someone's hse fer a month. like wth. so paiseh lorh. i dun even want to stay somewhere for a whole month. i'll just die of paiseh-ness. hahahas. okies. my dad's chasing me off to go pack my stuff. adios.

2003-12-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

amelia: yo yo yo. wassup. hope u enjoyed ur hols. we had like rciy baptism thingy when u werent arnd. yerrps.
amanda: send to my jurong west bla bla add. will move soon but not now. so yea.
jean: heyyyy. always never see u online one or either tt u busy or away. tok lehs. u pierced ur cartilage issit? =x whoops.
ongy: ooi. my gb got problem. mite haf to re- d/l the whole stupid thing. bleah.

oohlalas. i'm finally blogging an "official" entry thingy. yayyy. =) busy busy week. i only slept at home on wed. hahahas. whooops. yerrrps. had soo much fun this whole week. *smiles*

had stayover at weixin's hse ytd. went ecp before tt. only 4 of us cud go though. oohlalas. i can finally ride a 2-wheeler alone with no help. gawd. feel my happiness. yerrrps. no more "omg. u're 14 and u cant ride a 2-wheeler!?" *sticks out tongue* cycled abit with nicole but she was kinda leading the whole while cos she pro sia. wat one hand larh, cut into my lane and stand up cycle. stupid shit. hrmpfff. nvm tt. then after tt weixin had like 15+20 mins left of blading so i borrowed her blades and bladed. ooooh. i can blade too. ahhahas. i'm ego. damnnn. cant help it.. hahahas. i was damnn happy but yea 2 hrs of the past. hahahas. we got hooked on to fat ass/daidee. =) damnnnn fun sia.

nicole weixin jessie and i waited fer nicole fer her lesson to end then we got pizza hut garlic bread thingy and went home. called canadian pizza on our way back. sara joined us at dinnertime. mushu cun make it. =( we had dinner then lazed then went into the "sleeping area" to tok and take turns to bathe. yerrrps. we played daidee/fat ass till like 12+1+ and then we stopped. turned the lights off and tokked. at 3 we had our supper. ahahhas. cup noodles. *yum yum* after supper we sang xmas carols and church songs till 4. hahahhaas. we all had bloodshot eyes so we turned in.

supposed to wake up at 6+ to see sunrise but quite obviously none of us cud wake up. hahahas. sara nicole and blur me woke up. i off my alarm then knocked out again. ahhahas. we woke up at 0845 and started playing daidee/fat ass again. hahahaas. yerrrps. had morning winning streak this morning. was on president winning streak. yayy. we watched starwars after breakfast and then went to meet mushu at far east. chiong town again. had ljs and played daidee/fat ass at ljs too. ahhahas. we evil ones tot sara and mushu to play. *shakes head* then we left to find nicole's parent's presents. went wisma. yerrrrrrppps. after nicole got the card we decided to walk arnd and ended up walking into isetan towards mogu section. saw the group of church ppl in vc. yerps. i think like 1 or 2 noticed it was me. ahhahahas. sorraye but i'm quite anti. =x then we went to heeren bla bla bla and then went home. stupid sara. *glares* nicole mushu went home. jessie weixin and i went to weixin's hse to get our stuff. ended up my mom came to fetch. watched 1hr++ of so close then hadta stop. wahliaoehs. so saddd. shuqi died quite a sad death. ='( i noe i'm slow. watching all the oldies. ahhahas.

went back to town area there again fer dinner. this time went ps. was lookin arnd fer furniture and watever else fer the hse. saw all the nice barang barang softies. too bad i dun really wan them. bla bla bla.

ok. so this is real long. and i'm so pissed off by my stupid blardi gb which decided to die on me. freakit. nitex.

2003-12-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

i noe i havent updated fer long long time but i'll try to keep it short cos i dun wanna hog nicole's com. =x hahahas. yerrrps.

my hse is in a beeg beeg mess cos i'm renovating. yea finally. i noe. most prob gonna stay in a temp hse but yea nth's confirmed rite now so yea... =)

sat was great. the rciy baptism was successful and immersion 2003 was quite successful too. yea. it was held at boat riviera thingy at sentosa. they booked the whole 2nd level. kewl huh. neat stuff. had buffet and some stupid games. =\

calli: hey i'm fine so yea. thanks fer taggin.

ongy+boon+emili: yea thanks fer flooding my board. will play gb soon. i will be axe in a short time. =x

2003-12-11T01:03:00.000+08:00

errrrr. okies. thanks fer the concern tags on my board. i'm living life so yea i guess i'm pretty much ok. i guess i shldnt look into it too much cos others haf most prob gone thru more than me so yea. stop whining priscilla. i'll get on with life.

din really stick to my sacrifice today. had pizza fer lunch and loads fer dinner cos i went imm with mummy korkor and cheche. yerrrps. had comm xmas party preparations till 5.30+ then mummy came to pick me. we went home first then went imm together. had dinner there then walked alot. bought alaine's wedding present which costed a friggin 180 bucks. mummy bought a pair of earings too. i'm not saying the price. =x then we saw the )estinee 1.00 carat diamond. by jove. it's the nicest thing on earth. we saw it upclose and the cutting of 8 arrows and 8 hearts all clear and sharp. damnn nice. *speechless* the price too is nice. hahhas. then the guy told us all abt diamonds. damnn nice. mebbe i wanna be a diamond researcher when i grow up. work in the leehua laboratory or tiff and co one if there is even such a thing. it's a beauty to see the cuts of the diamond man. invaluable exp.

my stupid bro bought dumbells. -_-" dun undastan whie mummy agreed but yea it's not tt bad. i can start training too. ahahhas. oh yea. we went to see some interior designer person too. now mummy's still weighing the pros and cons considering whether we shld get a new hse or just renovate this tattered shit one. whoops. ahhahas. n the part-time iron maid came today. ironed fer 3 hrs then she went back. really see the diff in the whole pile of clothes. =) now i dun hafta iron my own clothes. yay. got some shit duty roster thingy too so must do housewk thingy. shitcrap. whateverrr. no comments no comments.

2003-12-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

it's nearing christmas and i realised i hadnt really make any sacrifices. i dun make them every year but i tot i'd start this yr. yerrps. i luv food so i decided to make my sacrifices based on food and chocs and icecream. no full meals frm mon-fri. just plain white bread with peanut butter. yerrps. on weekends i'm not having redmeat. i hope i'll stick to it and haf a meaningful advent. =)

what i want fer christmas cant be bought with money. no amt of money will be able to make me happy this christmas. sadly.

my life's like an empty shell. what i have gone through and is going through cant be described with words. nobody will ever understand how i'm feeling. if i shld break down or snap infront of you some day, please lend me your shoulder. i'm not wat i appear to be. i'm weak and frail. i keep deceiving myself telling myself tomorrow will be a better day. lies. everyday sucks(agree with kat). there's nth to look foward to. i'm spending most of my access time on band or church stuff. i'm just glad now i'm into doing church stuff. otherwise i feel dead. it's living hell. i'm just waiting fer skl to start. keeps me occupied.

2003-12-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

okies. i'm back frm my long long long break frm internet. yerrrps. actually was back 2 days ago but yea only found the time to update today. (this is for blogger only) here's are some replies to me tags:

jean: yo jean. heard u're looking kinda different now. wanner see u. lucky shit. my ordered canon ixus outta stock. heard it's good but the shutter's slow.

emili: happy belated birfdae dearie! =)

hmmm. writing every aspect and detail of the camp is gonna be visibly impossible cos one's eyes can go cock-eyed reading it cos i betcha it'll be superrr duperrr long. come to think of it, i din really miss using the internet cos i had really great company and a great time doing smth worth during the camp days. yerrrps. so i guess when u're with great company and having a great time, internet is not all that important anymore.

jr cath and vultus crucis camp i really enjoyed the vultus crucis camp. aldoh i din really go fer the whole camp, i felt it was totally fab. i think the jr cathecists are closer too now. =) *yayyy* i lurrrrveeee the jr cath ppl. rock on peeps. had alot of gossip sessions, lack of sleep, truth or dare cum truth or truth, a scolding session together, mission to sleep late, chit-chats... after wat we've been thru.. yea... jr cath rocks. =) din really get to noe alot of other ppl well but surfacely got to noe many ppl. yeps. kinda sad the camp's over. =( wells. nvm. mebbe nxt yr. *smiles* great job to jr cath ex.co, ed, ya and i think it is yl.

prefex camp prefex camp was great too. din really go fer the whole thing too but yea it was fab. spotted that ms teo was using the exact same presentation as last yr. *whoops* ahahhas. the rat race was the best part of the whole prefex camp i guess. but my grp was the most unfortunate and charmaine and i hadta walk thru the pouring water at the fountain of wealth while other grps din hafta. shithead. nvm it was fun. alot of running arnd suntec marina and citylinkmall. dammnnn fun. too bad prefex camp wasnt stayover if not it'll be sooo much nicer cos the sharing session at nite is really goood. or mebbe the war games at nite like last yr. hmmm. hahahs. great job councillors. =)

band performance at westmall. hmm. recognised alot of our "own people". yerrrps. ahhaas. outta 50 of the ppl watching i betcha 40 is family and frens of the band members. hahahas. *whoops* well, i wldnt say we performed superrrr good but i think we sounded relatively good. not fab or anything doh. the 3 songs our skl performed were quite good and faith and simone played their solos well. *claps* the westwinds played their songs well too. theirs was superrrr fantastic. *applauds* it's kinda funny how hard we practiced for it and it was all done in like an hr. the combined was great and i finally get to "see and hear" the bc guy. yerrps. alot was said abt this guy and i witnessed it myself ytd. ahahhas. i still think cpt teng's conducting's kinda funny but yerrps doesnt really matter now anymore. that's one even striked off the list. nxt one's the concert. it'll be 100x better than this one. =) my sista, jessie and sara came to see us ytd. uh huh. stupiiidddd petrina, alyssa and stephi din come fer i dunnoe what reason. asses. nvm. yerrrps. so that's abt all. we got complimentary garfield-related bears fer performing in westmall. kewl huhs. hahahas. yerrps.

i can finally breathe a sigh of relieve. the busy week's finally over. yayy. back to slacking business.

2003-12-02T23:57:00.000+08:00

went town with my sista and marmi today. yes weirdly enuff my marmi. we had lunch together at henry park pri there and then followed my marmi to her viewing then came town. yerrps. my mum shopped with us. fer once in a whole yr. i bot a black m)phosis dress fer warren's wedding. din get anything fer dis fri. my sista got 2 dresses a top and disposable contacts. whateveerrr. *rolls eyes* my mum bot a dress frm zara. yerrrps. that fat marmi of mine managed to get a dress frm there. hahahas. whooops. it was 109 friggin bucks. can spend tt money gettin so much stuff. madness. tried to persuade my mum to get me the 6220 but failed. shitfreak. spent 1hr in the m1 shop stoning. lameass. had sushi tei fer dinner and bla bla bla.

looks like my mum's not objecting to me working as a waitress. i've decided to go nydc to check out whether they're hiring. and check out borders too. yerrps. =) hope they hire me. i really want tt money. =x

here's a self confession. rather rare cos ppl noe me as an ego person. i think my attitude sucks like crap. i'm a petty ignorant ass. childish and stupid. urgh.

oh yea. forgot to say. bye internet. i'm gonna miss you loads loads loads. i'll miss blogger and diaryland too. *sobs* 2 days of camping. bleahhhs.

2003-12-02T00:39:00.000+08:00

omg. my sista's getting me a cap fer getting into 3-9. neat neat neat. =p and we're getting the cannon ixus 400. omg. neat.

had band today. long long band prac but it was really a fruitful prac. mr sim agreed no doubt. i too agree. we sound so much better than how we started with. i'm just hoping this sat wld be a blast. big big blast. =) i'm wishing. found out frm mr sim tt the basscl guy in westwinds was a clarinet change to basscl one month ago and he's in some dunno wat skl. not chinese high like wat joyce claims. hahahas. yerrrrps.

i've just got few things left tt i wanna hope fer. cancelled afew successful things off my wishlist. i think i'm talking crap. nvm. it's fer me to understand. hopefully things will get better for everyone as well as myself. =)

i'm not going to blog on wed and thurs and mebbe fri. bleahhhs. 2+ days without internet. kinda sucks. camp camp camp. uh huhs. shall keep this entry short. ciao.

2003-11-30T21:30:00.000+08:00

urgh. got so firkin pissed off by my bro. i'd better hurrry type this entry and get my arse outta here quick. he has just ruined my perrrfecct image of vj. shithead ass. thinks-he-is-so-great. came home and walked str8 into the rm and stared at me. "hurry go and eat. i got scolding because of u" blardi ass. so i hafta get off the com just because u got scolding cos of me. like wtf.

wo. had 4 hrs of sleep last nite cos i slept at 2 waiting fer my sis to come home frm clubbing. woke up at 6 to change and prepare fer the stupiiidd wedding. urgh. lazed in bed until 6.20 so was kinda late tt i din manage to do my hair. come on man. i'm only 14. my parents expect me to dress like wat... 18 or smth?! helllooo *waves* irritate me only. it was all so tiring. going frm bride's hse to groom's hse back to bride's hse. seeing all the aunties and uncles and grandaunties and grand uncles. got like arnd 40+ bucks fer just hanging arnd the bride for the whole morning. ok. not that bad. easy money $$$. hahahas. whooops. =) quarrelled with marmi and daddy cos they commented on me wearing slippers. wateverrr. ya. get me the nike dunks and i'll never wear slippers again. shitcrap.

came home at 2+ and immediately slept. wo. woke up at arnd 8. hahahahs. yerrrps. there's sooo much going on nxt week. i'm going shopping with me sis on tues which is kinda late fer her but yea. hahahs. she's gonna buy 2 dresses and she alr spotted them so yea. gonna spend my 40 bucks on xmas cards. ='( tot i'd spend all of it on movies. duplex love actually elf brother bear and alot more.

ijtp + westwinds performance. 6pm this sat-6thdec @ westmall(bukit batok).

2003-11-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

yo. =) damnn happy. my appeal din get approved. i lurrrrve ms tan and tan aye leng mans. i'm soooo darrrn happy! i'm staying in 3-9! yayyy! =)

had piano this morning. i bet ms ng was on the verge of wanting to strangle me. after 2 weeks of off piano and i'm superrrr rusty with lil improvement. cud tell she was losing her temper teaching me liaos. well. no choice i cant find the time to play piano and i'm rather lazy to. ahhahas. whooops. =x

had band today too. yerrrps. i din go fer comm meeting because i wasnt even informed that there was one. whateverrrr larh. i was sooo darned pissed while walking up the hill when i found out tt there was band comm meeting. am i not part of the band comm too? urgh. forget it. yea. band was quite fun. had 1half hrs of mr sim and then an hr of sectionals with the westwinds ppl. the ladaye who came today was niceeee. muchh nicer than the woman last week man. yea but emili and i were slacking much as usual. =) then after tt was combined but i cun go. hadta go to church so i left emili there alone. ahahhas. whooops. i heard tt the basscl guy there is goood. no idea how good but i heard he just started playing it a month ago and he's so power. gawwwd. super freak. it took me almost a yr. and he's only 16. shitcrap. i'll meet him on nxt sat itself. ahhahas. emili says he speaks chinese. bleahhh. cheeena freak. =x

after mass went fer dinner with my bro. after dinner we walked past the arcade. my gawwd. there was this quite nerdy-lookin guy playing the percussion 7thmix. he's sooo darrrn good at it. i s**** he is. i was superrr shocked man. his hands are like so fast and swift and everything else. i'm wishing i cud be like tt or i had a drumset at home. house too small. urgh. neat stuff mans. tt guy had like 2x200+ combo in one song and that's like madness. his hands and leg were moving at top speed or smth. omggggg. neat. i wish i had signed up fer the drumcourse with nicole. regretting it now. shithead.

tmr's the serve-tea-ceremony. gotta be at my aunt's hse at like 7.30. madness. my sista went clubbing tonite summor. how on earth is she gonna wake up early man. haihhh. cant believe marmi and daddy let her go without complaining. fer once. at embassy. ooohlalas. wonder if i'll go when i turn 18 or smth. who noes. going out with my sista nxt week. yayyy. i'm gonna get a mogu fer getting into 3-9. yipeeees. =)

2003-11-29T00:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm. let's clear the air firz to start things. the beeeg thank you to nicole was seriously not to thank her fer shopping with me. uh huh. it was fer smth else which i seriously do not wanna say here cos it's not right. hahahas. *nods head* yea.

get well soon boon! boon's down with fever so yea takkaire loads. my fever still rawks the world. hahahas. dammmmn. i've been having my cough since like i-cant-even-rmb-when. gawwwd. sucks like crap. even charissa asked how come my cough so long. goodness. *coughs*

had a reallly long and tiring day today. *yawns* had band. was supposed to wake up at 5.15 then leave early but of course i overslept as usual. woke up at 6. so i took a cab to skl. i just have to beat grace and isis to going to the band rm first so yea cant help it. bleahhhhs. can u imagine being in the band rm at 0650 everytime aldoh it starts at 0745?! wellls. i shldnt complain so yea. shut ur trap priscilla. then band really wasnt very exciting either today. it was sectionals. oh goodness. well it was relatively fruitful and nice. aileen and i were crapping sooo totallyyy. *smiles* we even made a song abt amelia with queens park melody. hahahahas.

i left right after band prac ended cos i was rushing with amelia to tpc to meet pet to rush to church together. of course, that pig decided to go church first without us. ass. so had lunch with nicole and amelia at koufu. uh huh. then there was ngee ann band performing in the empty space outside starbucks. omg. it's sooo kewl. but there were quite few ppl. hahhas. neat stuff ya noe. they even haf a e. guitar player! omg! that's like sooo neat! *screams* i cant wait fer our performance. i'm just hoping it's gonna be real crowded and all tt. ohhhhh. i sooo cant wait. =) i'm not in tiptop condition to play doh. *sobs* having breathing probs these days. uh huh. no sars fret not. then we heard the ngee ann sec play abit then we left. slept on 157 all the way to bukit timah. hahahhas. yerrrps. was too tired. amelia and i got off at kap(kingalbertpark)to change to 151. yea. we were too sick of waiting fer the bus and it started to drizzle at kap so we settled fer a cab to church. hahahas. yeeerrrps. =) reached there at around 1.45 just after lunch.

so the rest of the day was like retreat thingy. really had loads of fun. the kids in my grp were really nice. especially annabel and charissa. uh huh. kept polluting annabel's mind abt how nice ij is and all tt and tt she shld come here the yr after nxt. hahahas. yea. (cant reveal her pri skl. dun wanna get them in deep shit fer being so unenthu and sly-ly according to her) yea. but i still cannot understand benedict. he's sucha irritating ambitious boy. the other jr cath ppl lurve him i dunnoe whie. hahahas. nvm him. i tot my grp did really well fer the drama thing and i was sooo proud of them. =) hugged the girls and shaked the guys hands. they so rawk. i'm soo gonna miss them. i even did the chickendance with them. wat a good helper i am. =) *smileees* was pretty sad tt we hadta leave early and leave my grp and the rest of the kids. gotta noe quite a no of them. yerrps. i hope they'll haf an advent camp again nxt yr. i think i'll help out again. it's sooo fun!

so frm leaving the camp thingy early we had jr cath meeting. supposed to be at 5 but it started at abt 5.30. yea. so we sat fer that 30 mins chatting away. yea. i was talking to mostly alyssa abt skl and class stuff thingys. yea. then we had the meeting and we discussed abt the upcoming camp. oh yayyy! they're having the stayover on the 3rd too! that so rawks like mad! =) *grinnns* i cant wait. nxt week's like a real busy week. hope i can breathe even nxt week and not end up with superrrr panda eyes. ahahhas. whooops.

wanted to take a cab home after the meeting so i cud rush home in time for holland v. unfortunately no cab seemed to want to stop fer me outside church. so i took 96 to clementi interchange to ta

2003-11-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

thankkkss nicoleee! omg. lurveee ya loads. ya shld noe whie... =) i was practically going mad. ahahahas. yerrrps. uh huh. went out with nicole on wed. got loads and loads and loads of stuff. ok. not loads but quite a number. lurrrve going shopping with her. ooohlalas. i finallly finally finally bot the vs 4-in-1 thingy. ohhh gawwwd. *screammms* it's kewl like crap mann! my sista's like playing with it every single day. hahas. shit her. i paid it outta my own pocket $$$. ahhh well. i'm a nice girl and i shall just be nice and share it willingly fer the love of everyone. *smiles widely* yea. finally got the pair of og slippers too. *wheeee* dammmmn happy. spent almost like 200 bucks just on wed. now i'm a poor kid. *sobs* hahahas. nvm. i enjoyed myself. got nicole her xmas present too. i'm beginning to think it's rather cheap. i'll think again. hahahas. saw xmas cards too. uh huh. and yea... we went bugis. shocked huh. yea. ohh man... i s**** parco bugis is becoming like orchard no.2 or smth. it's got annex copycat oso known as edge which's got like quite a no of shops and some are from far east and annex itself. ooohlalas. the parco bugis shopping centre itself's got like loads of stuff. neat. ;)

oks. woke up like 0630 today. early huh. went to church to help out at the pri skl kids advent camp thingy. tot i wld dread it but i was wrong. big time. it was sooooooo fun. ohhh. me re-living my p-skl kid days. ahahahas. and pet and i got one fav girl in our grp. uh huh. charissa. she's soooo pretty and kewt and she's p2. she's in nanyang. like wo. she's smart lehhs. hahhaha. pet and i were hanging around her the whole time. awwww. and we tot her some grown-up stuff too. hhahahahas. *winks* rawks man. =) actually i din wanna go tmr cos i wanted to come home and play piano. guess i'm retracting that thought and joining the kids at church again! their camp's 2 days larhs. ooooh. i lurrrve it. it rawks like mad. thanks melia fer asking us. *smiless* yerrrps. i'm high. afta the whole thing... the jr cath peeps together wif alyssa's fren went to clementi central macs to haf food. *yums* i say the family are like sooo kewl. i wish i had cuz like theirs or smth. how envious. *dreams* hahahas. yerrps. they're real funny peeps and great to hang out. ahhhh. jr cath rawkkkkks! =) *winkkks*

ok. i'm scramming outta here quick fer now. wanna try the vs thingy. my sis just did something and she loookkks like some mad crap. i wannn tryyy! =p

2003-11-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

heyys. changed back to the bassclarinet temp.

yepps. ytd was a tiring day. had band. yea... some unhappy stuff happened there but wells it's the past now so yea get on with life. then after band went out with shayna weixin feline nicole and boon. yupyup. ate crystal jade fer lunch. went to collect my skirt too from tt tay woman tailor shop. 15 bucks fer a brand new zip and buckle. okok larh not that ex larh horh. met mr sim twice in orchard. beat that. ahhahas. 2nd time i saw him he had this whole newly shaped hairstyle. neat stuff. his hair kinda went back to normal today instead of the style style one on friday. haha! after everybody left boon nicole and i walked frm far east to sommerset mrt. courtesy of boon. yea... then boon and i took the train to city hall and changed train. boon was soo nice as to accompany me on the west line train. she stopped at outram to change to nel. i took the train to clementi. tot i was going to be late fer the jr cath meeting. turned out i was halfanhr early. kat reached there even earlier than i did. wow. what was tt woman thinking man. ahahahs. she let me hear the new blink 182 cd. rawkkkks man. =) poor turnout i must say. like 9 of us were there?! ahahhas. had the meeting bla bla bla and then we all went fer dinner at macs. we sat there, ate dinner and talked and talked and talked like nuts man. i s**** we cud haf gone on fer eternity if not for time constraint. if i'm not wrong we just sat in macs and talked fer like 2 hrs+. wow. that's a helloutta time to spend in macs huh. we were talking bout almost everything under the sun and ben was giving his jio-girls advice. hahahahas. quite lame and funny. oooh. had a great great greatttt time. =) thanks pet fer going fer the meeting!

i cud haf killed jessie petrina amanda that whole gang this morning. i cud haf. they woke the shit outta me frm my nice warm comfy sleep. called me to bring some stupid plug thingy fer them. shitcrapasses. hmph. skipped piano fer that. had big big quarrel with marmi over going fer piano. ahahhahas. never time that. told ms ng i wasnt feeling well anws. i really wasnt feeling well ks! yea. so change change rush rush took cab to imm to deliver that plug thingy. assses. yea. then helped them abit. yea saw the zhonghua thingys too and the other choc-selling ij team. yea. left at 11 took cab home then bathed and ate maggi mee and left fer band prac. took cab again. yea. was lazy to take bus. went to the band rm quite late. band prac was funnn. it was sooo nicee to see everybody in polo tee and band skirt. really. dunnoe whie. it kinda felt different. played hannukah and seventh nite of july. yeps. westwinds ppl came at 4 and some ross woman helped us with sectionals. she's the lamest grown-up woman i've seen or heard. she laughs at her own jokes which is superrr lame man. yea. it was a slack kinda period of emili and i cos the clarinets were having their own problems. yea. =) well half the time we were all laughing anyways so yea.. ahhahas. saleen was verrryy funny too. uh huh. *nods head* hahhas. yea. then band ended. i quickly rushed everything and took cab home again. took cab inorder to rush back in time fer the last episode of the chinese channel u show. niceeee. hahaha. yea. that's all.

feels like a long long entry. wanna stop typing now. yerrrps. cyas. =)

sometimes you've just got to let go to hold on to more important things.

2003-11-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

sorry aileen. just testing this new temp. kinda self made with loads of lurving help from dotter boon. =)

hmmm. went back to skl fer band stuff today. the band room looks purrrrfect now. go check it out band peeps. *winks* it's that season. uh huh. =) freeezin cold in the band rm. amanda came too. she went home soon after cos she felt sick too. must be me spreading my germs. whoops. =x i'm free from fever now. my sista got the sick bug instead. hahahhas. isuck. then we hung the "join the band" banners too. two on st mics block assembly area and one on the back of st mics block. we're kiasu. hahahhahas.

after we were done with all tt, went koufu for lunch again. yeps. i hadta eat my medicine there summor. so maluu. can u imagine taking out the cough mixture thingy and tt retarded lookin 5ml spoon and having tt cough syrup in a public place? hahahahas. yea. malu huh. germaine was laughinnngggg away. arse. after tt, gillian followed me to town. oh what a darhlin. (she has a motive too doh) hahahaas. took mrt. yea. when we were abt to get off i saw some fren and decided to get off at another door. ahhahas. yea. avoid avoid. then went taka first to orchard lib to return the storybook. then frm there we went far east and checked out almost all the tailor shops to see which one i shld tailor my band skirt at. hahahas. chose the lydia tay one. she's so nice. she said she'd help me get it done by tmr. *awwww* then gillian went to get cupcorn(not corncup) and we sat there for awhile me smsing gillian eating and we're talking at the same time. walked to orchard mrt and yea took the mrt with gillian but i stopped at toa payoh to take bus home. yea talked in the mrt too. =) met sophie on the train. she almost gave me a shock. haahhahas. yea.

yea. today. note the date. 201103. it's kinda sad after holding on so long. i decided to let it all go n free myself. cant be helped. i witnessed it myself. i dun regret it but i'm wondering if i shld haf done smth abt it. mebbe things wld be different. guess it's too late now. =\

never put off what you can do today

2003-11-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

kks... i wonder how the new temp will look like. done by my darrrhhlinn bus partner aileen. *muackks* =)

i noe i havent updated for like sooo blardddi long. hahas. cant be bothered to larhs. this entry wont be long too. yea... got back streaming. i haf nth to comment abt tt. just hope ppl are ok with wat they got.

came home from band during lunch break ytd cos i wasnt feeling too good. really sucked. i snapped at januari like so many times cos she was toking soo much and it wasnt exactly helping my severe headache. skipped the running in the morning too. yea. got my mc. came home took lunch and went to sleep after taking a panadol. woke up everything looked green. knew i had fever. took my temp. siaoz neh. 39.5. hahahas. went back to sleep. woke up again 39.1. ok took ice pack and went back to sleeep. gawddd. slept sooo much! then woke up again and it was 39. daddy came home, shocked to find out tt i was having fever and took care of me. hahaha. made me drink liang cha and sweat. hahaha. din sweat though. had fish porridge fer dinner. missed holland v too. then i missed gao xiao xing dong too cos i went to see doc. darrrn. missed seeing the wilbur pan! urrggh. hhaahha. went to the doc's and hadta take my temp. 39.7. woahhh. really siao liao. so went in and the doc checked me and made me take a jab. omgggggg. jab. i was sooo scared. hahahas. yea priscilla is scared. i bit onto daddy's shirt and my sister was "owww-ing" fer me. hahhahas. after he injected the needle in it wasnt pain at all so i din bite daddy's shirt anymore and let the doc happily inject in. hahahhas. i haf like 3 different types of tablets(supposed to be 4 but i dun haf stomache pains so i wun eat the 4th one) and cough mixture to take. kinda sucks. i gotta take 2 anitbiotics at one time. bleahhh. doc oso said if my fever persists or is constant i mite hafta go take blood test. like wth mans. hope my fever keeps dropping. i dun wan another jab. *sobs*

2003-11-12T18:03:00.000+08:00

heyyyas.

i noe my blog's got some problem. jessie told me to get a new accnt. oh noooo. *shakes head* not again. it's really hard getting ppl to relink u these days. hahahahas. yeaaa.

went out with jessie mushu sara and nicole today. was kinda like a window shopping cum shopping day thingy. poor weixin was sick and cldnt come. yepps. we took neoprints and we wrote one fer weixin. we're nice ppl. =) then we kinda walked the wholeeee of town... frm far east to ps. yea. kewl huh. almost died in the heat. intolerable heat mans. bleahhh. when we went to far east we were told by shuping and cherine tt the teachers were all in there. ms chong, ms shanthi, mrs yusoff... bla bla bla were all together. kinda freaked but c'mon not as if we're doing smth illegal rites? hanging out with frens in gai gai clothes... hahahas. yea. tt kinda sums up today. a happy happy day. =)

saw mr loon today. yea. at heeren. long long long time since i saw him. he still looks like the same old mr loon. seeing mr loon does bring back memories... =)

going to get another pair of jeans soon! yayyy! =) i'm sooo happy. hahahhas. saw nice nice pants at u2. thinking of getting it with my sista nxt week if it's still on offer that is. it's sister outing nxt week. *wheeee* saw the grand prix today. shucks man. i think i'm not gonna get it after all. i saw the price today... bleahh. =x i hope it's just world of sports selling it expensively. reallly hope queenstown's selling the price i initially saw it to be. *prayys* got 2 pairs of earings today too. yea. finalllyyy after sooo long.

2003-11-11T16:43:00.000+08:00

elloos. =)

today really feels like a stuck-at-home-to-rot sunday. the difference is that i din go church and that it's a weekday actually. bleahh. that's how boring it is rotting at home. haihhh.

i was a good girl today. followed daddy and mummy to the market to haf breakfast. yea. =) actually i was intending to go hang out @ boon's hse today budden daddy's sick so decided to be a good girl and stay @ home fer him to see my face. =x hahahas. yea. so had brunch with daddy and mummy @ the coffeshop then we went to the stinky wet market to get food fer dinner. i'm cooking. *nods head* macaroni soup. *smiles*

just realised that the army uniform quite cool. hahahas. saw 2 army guys at the market there. they looked sooo kewl in their uniform and the uniform's tight at the waist there so it shows their bods. wooosh. looks like those swimmer's ones. big broad shoulders small waist. oohlalas. hahahas. cant wait to see my bro in his army uniform. *giggles* he wont look nice though. he's just some quite-goodlooking blop of fats. =) i'm mean.

i seriously need a real job now. tried working fer my mum. called the agents and asked them abt the house. gawddd. some suckka hung up on me. firkin asshole. suckkas. i'm not working fer my mum anymore. i told her straight. sucky job it was anyways. getting "faces" (in this case voices) from idiots and the pay sucks. forget it. i want and need a real job instead. something better to do. something more meaningful than listening to asses. anybody got a job to offer? i really need one. my sista says waitressing's not good. aldoh the pay looks attractive it's not worth. i'm really in need of cash. *sobs*

i'm not as lucky as nicole. she finally got her gallaz shoe she wanted. bleahhh. whie cant i get my grand prix. i've decided on grand prix or so i think. yea. daddddddyyy cannttt u be niceee to buy themmm fer mee? kinda found out that my family's not poor at all frm my sista. cant reveal too much. in case my sista comes after me when she reads this. so whie cant i just get the things i want?! urggghh.

2003-11-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

forgot to mention... goodness. carlos spencer took up almost a wholleeee page of today's sports section. ooohlalas. =)

also forgot to mention that please inform everybody that it's best to type a "www." infront of the blog add if not it wun really be updated. yea.. so please do tt. =)

2003-11-09T15:54:00.000+08:00

hmmmm. back. =)

ks.. today was fine. the audition was kewl it being my first time so now i noe wat ta expect shld i ever go fer any other audition fer acting thingys. it was held at one of the classrms in substation. really kewl. i kinda walked the whole stamford street only to realise it was nxt to national lib. *knocks in the head* crazeee. i went there at 12.15 and the peeps werent there. i smsed one of the contactable ppl fer the audition and she told me it was at 1pm. ok. kewl. i decided to check out national library. freakkers. it only opens at 1. cld haf killed myself. so i just sat at the coffeshop nxt to national library and sipped a whole bottle of water alone. yea. i stoned at the coffeeshop till like 1 then went to use the toilet @ national library before heading back to substation. there were 2 ladies at the audition thingy. they were really nice. had to act like 3 times?! i tot i screwed up the first.. crazily enuff, the lady told me to go try at a theatre. said i was good. hahahas. =) ok dun boost ur darn ego priscilla. move on. so i did once more of the same "create ur own action cum line" act and then followed a script and kinda hadta act it out. it's really lame cos i hadta do some guy's role. seriously, i doubt i'll get a role cos they dun even haf a girl role and i cant possibly act as the mother can i?! hahahas. yea. but they said i can take over joseph's role as the script's still in the process of being done. ok. hu noes what the turnout wld be. i wish i can get it but i wld really be ok if i din get a role. at least i noe i tried. =)

i'm trying to keep myself real busy this hols so i can stop slacking arnd. used to waste sooo much of my time that i finally realised it now that i've gotten back my results. this is the first time my parents din say anything abt my results but i guess they arent exactly the most proud of me. bleahh. so yea.. band and band and hopefully the play thing... if i dun get a job elsewhere, i'll work fer my mum. so basically i've got alot lined up for me plus my room makeover which will come crashing soon when my sista's alevels are finally over. cant wait. whole new coat of paint and possibly bunk beds. i've always wanted one of those since i was young. now's the time. there's soo much going on. cant even wait fer nxt yr to come. confirmation bla bla blas... mugging really hard to get my 15 fer L1R5... band concert. ohhh yayy! luv life. life rocks.

band prac on sat totally rawked. it was 10x better than the last sat's. i felt real crap last sat but this sat felt gooooooooddd. time passed so quickly! we played the not so familiar pieces and worked on them. i think instant concert really rules. realllyyyy. it's the hell-ish ones tmr. as in the mr sim-will-really-get-pissed pieces on monday. 7th nite of july and rhapsody for hannukah. hopefully monday will be just as fun. =)

i'm gonna change my template sometime soon. sorrry jess if it really took u long. i'll save the template url and all tt just in case i want it back ks.

2003-11-08T15:37:00.000+08:00

wooooshhh. BIG BIG BIGGGGGG thanks to jessie, amelia and sara! yayyy! i got blogspottt! yayy! like finallly! okies. shall go back to diaryland to post my new address. =) this template is self-made. nice horhhs? *smiles* jessie did most of it. hahahaas. paiseh. heckks. adioos

2003-11-07T23:35:00.000+08:00

hahaha. this is jessie invading priscilla's bloggg. hahah cant seem to change the links colours. weird. oh well. actually im done with it. hahah so fast man. fist time!

2003-11-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

okkk... this really sucks. i so suck at this. gonna change the WHOLE thing sometime soon. just testing. bleahhh.

2003-11-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

heyyys.
check this out. i got blogspot. yea. emili told me tt it was screwy but i'm still kinda on it to blogger. yea. depends. just testing anyways. ahhas.